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Wednesday, 19 October 2005
to anyone who care, my new homepage is http://www.xanga.com/chickens4nuwrldorder
I"ve gotten flamers there too. woohoo!
Posted by wannabegoth
at 10:24 AM CDT
Wednesday, 5 October 2005
I want this album!!!!
Artist/Band: Lambert Miranda
Lyrics for Song: I Wanna Die
Lyrics for Album: Kerosene
You know it's so complicated, first you love then you hate it
Someone's laughing, someone's crying, someone livin', someone's dying
Sombody always looses and we still play the game
And the fire will always burn you and we still light the flame
Let's make it up baby, cause I aint gonna fight
If you're the death of me darlin', I wanna die
You always say that you love me and there is no one above me
Never giving, always takin', never bending, always breaking
I know you aint a liar but you don't tell the truth
And you're walkin' on a wire wearing someone else's shoes
If you're handing out misery I'll be the first in line
If you're the death of me darlin' I wanna die
Tear it up, break it down
Put my heart on your sleeve and wear it all over town
I know you're a player but you don't play by the rules
And I'm just another in a long line of fools
Yeah it's so complicated, I love then I hate it
I'm laughing, you're crying, you're livin', I'm dyin'
Somebody always looses and we still play the game
Yeah the fire will always burn you and we still light the flame
Let's make it up baby, cause I aint gonna fight
If you're the death of me darlin', I wanna die
Tear it up, break it down
Put my heart on your sleeve and wear it all over town
I know you're a player but you don't play by the rules
And I'm just another in a long line of fools
Yeah it's so complicated, I love then I hate it
I'm laughing you're crying, you're living, I'm dyin'
I know you aint a liar but you don't tell the truth
And you're walkin on a wire wearing someone else's shoes
If you're handing out misery I'll be the first in line
If you're the death of me darlin' I wanna die
OHHHH I wanna die
Tear it up Tear it up
um um um
Posted by wannabegoth
at 9:38 AM CDT
here we go again...
I can’t be bothered to miss you anymore
Month twelve, day thirty-one and hour twenty-four
I used to think if missed hard enough you’d come back for sure
I can’t be bothered now to miss you anymore
It’s not like I don’t have tears to cry
Such memories so little time
This box of photographs to go through one by one
There’s just so much work to get done
I can’t be bothered to miss you anymore
Month twelve, day thirty-one and hour twenty-four
I used to think if missed hard enough you’d come back for sure
I can’t be bothered now to miss you anymore
When you skipped town I was such a mess
So I found some things to do instead
Trick is to find something to occupy your mind
Now I spend most days chasin’ mine
And I can’t be bothered to miss you anymore
Month twelve, day thirty-one and hour twenty-four
I used to think if missed hard enough you’d come back for sure
I can’t be bothered now to miss you, I’m cuddling up to kiss you
And I can’t be bothered now to miss you anymore
Posted by wannabegoth
at 9:37 AM CDT
(Miranda Lambert & Travis Howard)
Sweet like a kiss sharp like a razor blade
I find you when I’ m close to the bottom
You cant appreciate the time it takes
To kick a love I always knew was kind of wrong
And as I’m putting out the flame
Somebody brings up you name
Oh oh oh oh
Baby baby baby bring me down
I want to be right where you are
Baby baby baby bring me down
You can look me in the eye and break my heart
Break my heart
Six AM unruffled pillow
Laughs out loud at my trusting heart
It’s like I didn’t see the penny
I missed the fountain by a couple yards
If you would only stay gone
Maybe I could move on
Oh oh oh oh
Baby baby baby bring me down
I want to be right where you are
Baby baby baby bring me down
You can look me in the eye and break my heart
Break my heart
OH! Baby baby baby bring me down
I want to be right where you are
Baby baby baby bring me down
You can look me in the eye and break my heart
Break my heart
OH! Baby baby baby bring me down
I want to be right where you are
Baby baby baby bring me down
You can look me in the eye and break my heart
Break my heart
Bring me down…
Posted by wannabegoth
at 9:34 AM CDT
What is it about Miranda Lambert, that she can sing the songs I wish I could write?
I’m waitin’ on the sun to set cause yesterday aint over yet
I started smoking cigaretts there’s nothing else to do I guess
Dusty roads aint made for walking, spinning tires aint made for stoppin’
I’m giving up on love cause love’s given up on me
I gave it everything I had and everything I got was bad
Life aint hard but it’s too long to live it like some country song
Trade the truth in for a lie, cheating really aint a crime
I’m giving up on love cause love’s given up on me
Forget you high society, I’m soakin’ it in Kereosne
Light ‘em up and watch them burn, teach them what they need to learn HA!
Dirty hands aint made for shakin’, aint a rule that aint worth breakin’
Well I’m giving up on love cause love’s given up on me
Now I don’t hate the one who left You
He’s out there holding on to someone, I’m holding up my smoking gun
I’ll find somewhere to lay my blame the day she changes her last name
Well I’m giving up on love cause love’s given up on me
Well I’m giving up on love HEY love’s given up on me
Posted by wannabegoth
at 9:34 AM CDT
Wednesday, 28 September 2005
Mood:
 down
Now Playing: bring me down
Found this song...isn't it pretty?
Sweet like a kiss sharp like a razor blade
I find you when I'm close to the bottom
You cant appreciate the time it takes
To kick a love I always knew was kind of wrong
And as I'm putting out the flame
Somebody brings up you name
Oh oh oh oh
Baby baby baby bring me down
I want to be right where you are
Baby baby baby bring me down
You can look me in the eye and break my heart
Break my heart
Six AM unruffled pillow
Laughs out loud at my trusting heart
It’s like I did't see the penny
I missed the fountain by a couple yards
If you would only stay gone
Maybe I could move on
Oh oh oh oh
Baby baby baby bring me down
I want to be right where you are
Baby baby baby bring me down
You can look me in the eye and break my heart
Break my heart
OH! Baby baby baby bring me down
I want to be right where you are
Baby baby baby bring me down
You can look me in the eye and break my heart
Break my heart
OH! Baby baby baby bring me down
I want to be right where you are
Baby baby baby bring me down
You can look me in the eye and break my heart
Break my heart
Bring me down…
Don't worry, FlowerFlamer (as I have dubbed him/her), I believe in God. I learned a long time ago that you can't be angry at God, and not believe in him. Wally doesn't believe in God, go flame her: nothingmuchwally@hotmail.com peoplecallmestrange@yahoo.com
Posted by wannabegoth
at 7:03 PM CDT
Friday, 16 September 2005
Mood:
 a-ok
Now Playing: coffe shope peeps argueing again
Had a dream about Wally last night. We went to a ice cream shop and I spent all my money to get two chocolate chip milkshakes, and then stoped to talk to the illegitamate child of one of my old classmates. When I turned around to give Wally her milkshake, she was gone. angst much?
damn, now I want a milk shake. *grin*
Posted by wannabegoth
at 10:49 AM CDT
Thursday, 8 September 2005
 Don't play guitar, but I still love this picture. Got it off Worth1000.com, incase you were wondering
Posted by wannabegoth
at 9:12 PM CDT
Mood:
 cool
Now Playing: the O.C., which Beverly is crazy about.
So, here's the skinny(and sorry if anyone left an important comment, I'm having trouble reading them on this computer), about Pleasantville, I mean, Providence.
Maddi's beautiful, and I'm teaching her sign language.
Patrick (Bevy's hubby) is cool, unless he's been drinking, then he's a humungous ASS.
Beverly's cool, though not so cool that she thinks the fact that I peirced my own ear, or dress gothic-ie is okay, but still cool enough that she doesn't tell me how I should dress.
We went to the mall today, which is always more fun when her mother-in-law is around, sense she's pretty much the only one with money (can you say LOADED?). Window shopping is not fun, I don't care what Audrey Hepburn did in some old movie with a great big smile on her face, NOT FUN!
Talk to the clerk...cashire...person (what would you call them?), at Hot Topic, and she told me the proper size of ring I sould get for my new born peircing, and all the basic careing proceedures.
She had mungo peircings all over, so I had to give her credibility.
sent some Anime e-cards to Daniel (sort of an inside joke), and made sure that most of them were light hearted, yet still angsty (possible?).
And so (at the risk of over doseing in the parethansese department) I bid adue to my loyal (or simple bored) readers.
*bids Adue*
Bai!
Ren
Posted by wannabegoth
at 8:19 PM CDT
Monday, 5 September 2005
Mood:
 chillin'
Now Playing: the sound of the Tv over my cousin and her husband talking
Hot Gay Japanese Guy on the National Geographic channel! They do exists! All that shonen ai out there isn't lying to me!
Okay, so here I am at my cousin's, enjoying the cable TV and Internet! huzzah! Their new baby girl, Madison (Maddi, to me!) is soooooo adorable! She's the new 'me' in the family!
See, when I was born, I was the first little girl in a while, and the whole family let out a communal squeal and rushed to cuddle, spoil, and influence my life in ways that have surely affected my messed up attitude of the world today. They're all great people, so I can't really get mad at them for caring, but it can get a little overwhelming. -_-
Before me, it was Beverly! And now, it's her daughter Maddi!
Oh, don't know if I told you, but mom got me three kittens! THREE! And they are all cute! there's a black one that has this reddish aura around her, and bright blue eyes, that I named Gekkei, which means 'moon', in Japanese. Then there's Dapper Dan, he's fluffy, and a little fat, and has blotches of grey on his white fur. And last, but not least, is the pretty, timid, gentle grey tabby named Flower (I call her Hana...it's just Flower in Japanese, but it seems better).
The reason why Mum got me these three? Something about me being depressed and letting out my nurturing side. Whatever reason it was, I am now at my cousin Beverly's and am not able to take care of them, because they are not hear, and Beverly lives in Denton. Does anyone out there even know where Denton is? Okay, I'll give you a hint...Pleasantville
0.o
Yeah, plastic picket fences, perfect Little signs showing you where the school bus stop is, perfectly painted houses...The Horror!
Mom is thinking about moving out here.
Well, I'll write more later
Asta la Pasta!
Ren
Posted by wannabegoth
at 10:00 AM CDT
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